Thursday, February 28, 2008
this is the way you left meno happy endingfinally exams is over!
i'm not going to worry or bother about those blanks i left in those papers, i'm just so looking forward to the day where i'll sit infront of the comp to view my results and you know probably see how many i'll fail. totally no confidence in passing all. die me, me die!
well. heading down to delta later to do my beep test for premier. hope i'll still be able to clear level 8. hurr, its been long since i do running or fitness. haiz.
came upon this email on national trials. the criteria are pretty scary man. oh my! D:
take a look at the physical test for the ladies squad:
Squad Beep Test
UNDER-16 lvl 9.5-10.00
UNDER-18 lvl 10.00-11.00
UNDER-21 lvl 11.00-12.00
National Seniors lvl 12.00-13.00
looking at it just makes me wanna laugh. hahahaha.
seriously. to make it to national team i need to get level 12 for beep test?! kidding me please. my highest was like lvl 11 something only. haiz. thinking about fitness alone in future trg just scares me away for trial. rahhh.
i know you're nice so nice till someone who don't know you is speaking up for you.
to hate is mean.
BYE!
Sunday, February 24, 2008
i used to call you my girl,i used to call you my friend,i used to call you the love,the love i'll never have.a short paragraph taken from the SHF website on the under21 finals. (hahaha)Their perseverance finally paid off when in the final 20 minutes of play, they not only leveled but imposed their own brand of scoring power, starting in the 50th minute, Chua Xinni, who eventually scored a hat-trick, nabbed the equalizer, with Vanessa Tan Choon May, extending their lead a minute later.had floorball game yesterday. won 8-2. game didn't started off well but after all it was fine. scored 3 goals! :D yay! hattrickkkkkkk! :D
hmmm. i think i must treasure and enjoy my scoring moments (esp in hockey), for there are many out there who don't have the many chances to do so and i might not know when i'll stop having those great opportunity to score again. so yeah.
ran hard for the ball to assist or score goals. one "well done" and its over. stop for a while to catch a breather, followed by was repeatition of laziness.
well. guess thats the rule of the game.
i really really need to make money real soon. any money making biz please tell me. many thanks!
i'm getting sick and tired of it. but again 'sick and tired' aint the word to decribe it. or should i use the words 'used to it'? i dont know.BYE!
Friday, February 22, 2008
bleeding love by leona lewisClosed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
this song brings me back to the sea games period.never fail to listen to it when i'm plugged to my ipod.i still think its a very nice song. yeah.hockey hockey hockey i miss you! :/BYE!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
How come you never know
What you got until it's gone
Too bad
Because I never felt so good with anyone
How fooled was I into thinking I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine
So every day I try a little harder
To forget her
Lie here convince myself
Tomorrow will be better
The trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is
Love is what the trouble is
How come she said
You never wear your heart
Where I can see
Too bad
Cause now I'm the one
Who's sorry
How stupid was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine
So everyday I find a little something
To remind me
No matter how I try
I can't put the past behind me
Love has let me go
I'm alright, I'm okay
I'll be fine, give it time
But the only trouble is
I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone (she's gone)
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory (I just can't)
And now I know what it is (now I know)
And now I know what it is
Cause love is what the trouble is
The trouble
Love... Love is what the trouble is
exam starts tomorrow.
i can so go and jump down building now!
goodbye world! :/
BYE.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
cause i'm losing my mind when you're not aroundits all... its all because of you.i'm worried sick!!!
fuck shit!rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i'm very angry!
in fact, very sad. haiz.
escape,
cry.
Saturday, February 9, 2008
one step at a time
my blog look so dead with that picture on top! oops! (hahhahahaha)
i'm going to take it off soon. hahahaha. once i find a new skin or a nice picture. yeah.
lets talk a lil bit about this cny. yeah.
lets start with cny eve!
cny eve cny eve cny eve! equals to reunion dinner! equals to yummy yummy food!!! :D equals to happy happy ME!!! (: hahhahaha. love it! <3<3> hmmmm. but after all the festing, poor xinni had to go "home". home as in her mama's house. D: i don't like!!! RAHH! its so boring over there. bleh ):
first day of cny!
hong bao hong bao i'm coming!!! :D hahhahahha. aiya. shit. i make myself look so money-faced! hurr. hhhahaa. headed to my grandmama place. steamboat there again! :D hahahaa. FOOD FOOD!! sad man. all my cousins are like so young?! totally can't click with them. i think i click better with the tv man! haiz.
went back to my nanny's place :D :D :D <3<3<3!!! (: gambled for awhile and headed off to gv to meet those kiddos (iman, rico, limin, sya, yiru, johnson, mahas and jenmark) to catch the movie ah long pte ltd. hahahhaa. i think mark lee rock!!! hhahhaha. caught that movie at 1plusAM. super sleepy. so i headed home while the rest chilled out at macs after the show. yeah.
second day of cny! had few hours of sleep and i'm off to visiting again! lunch was great! yummy! :D hahahha.
went home rest and out again to hub. met limin+her niece, liyuan, meixian and sya for dinner! FISH AND CO!!!!! YAY! :D <3! love love loves!!! (: hahhahah.
nothing much today. got home and out to dine! (:
i'm so dead! :/ :/ :/
xinni is a real fat pig!! D: D: D: :/ :/ :/
BYE!
Monday, February 4, 2008
i'm sad.are you?i bet not.floorball against ntu tempest, won 13-4.
hockey semis against theresians, won 4-0.
hockey finals against vjc, won 5-1.
CHAMPION for under 21 tournament, JANSENITES!
i'm content. scored hat trick for both floorball and hockey. WEE! (: and i think i love to assist. hurr. never felt so cool before. COOL! :D
thanks to those who came down to support! you ppl are cool too! hahah. :D
school ending soon, exams coming soon.
its kind of sad. haiz.
money money i want you.
but to choose, i would rather have you.
xinni is a stressed fat pig! ):
BYE!
