I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back

i swear my sunday suck to the core man.
i'm really very confused, lost, in dilemma and whatever you can call.
haiz. i cannot decide, dont know what to decide, dont know how to deceide. haiz. HELP!
rahhhhh.

my nanny just cried.
living with her for 19 years, its my second time seeing her cry.
she is my ever so strong nanny, who catches all the roaches in the house, scare me with dead lizard and take care of me. haiz. seeing her cry makes me weak. i feel so helpless.
and i love her very very much...



xinni is very very sad :(

i'm not thinking of you
but you're always on my mind

saturday. i'm aching! like WTH! my arms and legs. ARGH!
my ankle is breaking like seriously. and sports council is so far away! haiz

had jansenites trg yesterday and it was great!!! however pinkies trg suck and it totally spoils my mood. like WTH!!! RAHHHHH.

please pray that all my love ones are well and fine.

and i think my house kids are real FAT! but they are cute lah. they actually offer me their whippped potato cause apparently my nanny din buy my share. so taken pity on me they gave me a whipped potato and a regular drink and they share their popcorn chicken with me. hahahah. so funny.

thats all.

BYE!

and i know you don't wish to see me...

its thursday and its raining.
how i wish i din came online.
how i wish i was on my bed.
how i wish i was sleeping and
how i wish i could dream all my life.



i did no wrong to you and this is what i get in return.
and you left me in misery.


i'm jealous with the world!

haiz. xinni ah xinni! haiz.

BYE!

you took my breath away
losing you is like living in a world with
no air...

thursday was training,
friday was good friday,
and.... finally saturday was SINGAPORE FLYER!!! :D weeeeeee!!!!!!!
been waiting for this day to come since ever so long. hahahaha

anyway. flyer ride was 37mins. sounds rather long huh?! hahaha. but when you were up there busy taking picture, it just felt like a 10min ride! hahahhaha. its so slow that at certain points you'll just think that it stoppped! hahaha. its really moving VERY slow! yeah. i think it would better to catch the ride during night time and where all the construction nearby are completed. i bet the view would be much more nicer. yeah.

views from the flyer...

oh thats me! hahaha.

these are just some of the pictures i took! :)

so yesterday was game against csc and the score was 4-0! we won! :) and at the moment we are top in the premier table. cool shit! hahaha. JANSENITES YAY YAY!!! keep it up girls!

alright. i guess thats all!

BYE!

when u look me in the eyes
and tell me that you love me
everythings alright
when you're right here by my side

its been a week since i last blog.
won singapore school girls 9-4 on last sat match.
i scored 2 goals and assisted quite a few. cool! :)

AND LISTEN HEAR SEE WATCH KNOW WHATEVER TO THIS:
WE WON SRC!!! LIKE HUH?!!!!! HAHHAHHA.
thats like my target for premier since last year. i guess no one would ever think that JANSENITES would beat src. though its just a one goal win. we still get our 3 points! yeah. :D

anyway national trg have started. and it feels like bleh! totally!
haiz. everything's back to basic like basic basic?! you get it!
never mind. you won't understand. you'll just get my point wrong cause i myself cant explain what i feel. like dotsss...
i think weights program is seriously ruining me and my life.
can u imagine, weights session before a tiring trg. our muscles would be so sore and to lift that bloody hockey stick up and perform hitting, slapping, pushing for like more than 1minute is seriosly a tedious job. i dont know how long we take to do basic skills but its definitely more than 5 minutes! its super tiring. my arms and legs barely had energy and they felt like jellies! wah. can die!

well well well. enough of complains.
did beep test yesterday after slacking for like so many months.
level 10! :) i'm quite satisfied.

looking forward to this weekend game.
playing against CSC. i hope we'll win. yeah.

BYE!

hate that i love you

i'm kind of lazy to blog. hurrr.
a little update on weekend matches.
saturday, floorball league against pasiran won 10-4!
its was cool and awesome!
sunday, hockey premier league against police drew 1-1!
another awesome result (cause we were expected to get thrashed or smth)
hurr. yeah.

yesterday was trial day for national.
it was like BLEH?!

i'm going for ZAPF training later! wahhahaha.
i think that ZAPF WOOOSH thing mardiah did was damn funny man! hahha

so i guess i'll be leading that hockey floorball hockey floorball hockey floorball life for this month.
like -_-! hurrrrrrr.
OH OH! next saturday! next saturday! i cant wait for 22nd march to come! hhahaha. I"M GOING ON A RIDE ON THE SINGAPORE FLYER!!!! WOOHOO!!

i wanna run (as in play sports kind)
i wanna sweat it out
AND I WANNA PLAY BADMINTON!!!

i hate weights
i hate weights
i hate doing weights!
its like !@#*&#`
WTH!

i cant wait for game this weekend.
both floorball and hockey.
to my teammates in jansenites! i wannna win this sunday match!!!!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHHH!
i'm so determine to do it. are you?

just so you know!

BYE!

i fall out of love tonight...

my fucking comp crushed the night before. RAHHHHHHH!!!
please tell me how sad can that be. it crushed before i could even backup my stuff! super angry!
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

premier fixtures out!
first game against police! D:
first game and its a tough one, wonder if we'll have enough players to play. hmmm.
OMG!!!! i just realised saturday is going to be a busy day or should i say tiring day?!
carnival in the morning, after that gotta rush for floorball game in the afternoon and off to delta for hockey in the evening! GOSH! please pray that i'll be in tip-top condition for the whole day! D: hurr. i do not wish to be drained before my very first premier match!!!


i woke up in the middle of the night,
found myself tearing.
it was so scary, but i realised that has become a reality long time ago...

you get it?
or forget it?


BYE!

and every night i miss you..

passed beep test on thursday and i'm so looking forward to our first premier match. asliza and mai are back to play for us! :D cool man! haha.

friday was blah blah blah...

saturady was floorball. could barely open my eyes and i have to drag myself to jurong west sports center. sians. game against youth. won 7-6. a goal-less and zero assist for me. oh how sad. but i did score a goal which was claimed as no goal?! i need to get a new spec for the referee. hurr. its okay. i'm glad we won. close fight i should say. yeah. "Pinkies seems to become worse and worse" quoted from web. i think its kinda true. hahhaha. well. lets hope we'll have a better one next weekend. and i think the cheer suck! sorry but yeah. hahaha.

i wanna play badminton,
i wanna go bowling,
i wanna play pool,

five stones and hop-scrotch,
anyone wanna challenge me?
how i miss primary school games.
and i just asked that primary 2 kid in my house what kind of games are they playing now, and she give me some weird name and it turn out to be catching. hahaha. primary school!

read upon a friend's blog.
and i agree,
some tears never dry.


BYE!

i'm crazy, i'm chua xinni
i have a super contagious lauugter. so beware! (haha)
i'm currently digging my grave at NYP (food science)
hockey is my passion
#09 is my number

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