hey that lady
that pretty lady..

alrights.
met leng in school. she came to school to settle some insurance stuff in the office.
while she is arguing with that clerk there, me being bored, i started playing with her clutches! hurrr. hahha. quite fun leh. hurrrr. choy choy choy! better not curse myself. hurrrrrrrr.

so i had lunch at north canteen! prata! hahha.
after that was a session with guru in his office! hahahha. i swear guru is damn funny!
hmmm. headed to mac and had fries and cake! D: fat man!
hurrr. and off for game against SP!
final score was 9-1! D: was quite disappointed with the 1 goal we conceeded. hmmm. nvm. and so i scored 4 goals today! :) weather was such a killer. oh oh oh. finally we got our jersey! NICE!!

so i'm home now! doing project and report! sianzzzz! -.-

omg! i'm so sleepy alr!

i need a hair cut soon! :/

beep test oh thursday! D: D: D:

till now and then

BYE!
p.s: hey, show me your beautiful eyes

i cant forget it
i wont regret it
cause i'm still in love with you

i seriously cant wait for this sem to end!
its killing me!
RAHHHH!

forensic project down!
labelling project down!
product development project down!

advanced food chem and food business not yet done! D:

advanced food processing test on thurs, I HAVENT STUDY! D:

polite hockey still on.
nat trg still on (heard its gng to increase D:)
oh my.
EXAMS coming soon!

shot me!
BANG BANG BANG!!!

BYE!
p.s: i hate school, i hate you

she so lovely
she so lovely
she so lovely

finallly PDD exhibition over!
PHEW! relieved relieved!

2 more weeks and its exam study period!

hang on hang on!

rahhhhhh.

i'm fucking tired now!
i need my sleep!

project project projects,
please leave me alone! :/

BYE!
p.s: i caught my eyes on you

how do i live without you
i want to know
how do i breathe without you
if you ever go
how do i ever
ever survive
how do i how do i
oh how do i live

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还停留
说不出口的感动
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱

每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
so how do i live
how do i live
how do i live
without you

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还放手
没有一次
停留
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

oh tell me now

how do i live without you
how do i breathe without you

life sucks!

BYE!

do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground

friday. was as usual.
comm skills test in the morning was alright i guess.
pdd presentation and off to prepare the blooody cheesecake for monday's exhibition. hmmmm. off to have my first meal of the day at 445pm! damn busy ah. and to the pitch to catch the polite matches. hmmmm. nothing to say i guess.

the weather damn cold lah. dont know what's happening to the world man.
hurr.

alright.
gotta to go shower and leave house to meet the stupid federation godmother.
after that game at 3pm! doubt the weather will be hot!

till now and then,

BYE!
p.s: awkward awkward awkward! :/

I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

tuesday
busy with school

wednesday
busy sleeping and off to school for polite.
game against TP. won 6-0! :)
and i scored 3 goals! :) half of the final score. haha.
best of all. our dearest LENG came and watch the game! :D
oh my. like so long never see her alr. hahha.

today
busy with school.
i swear i'm so dead lah. like bloody hell stress.
die me. me die. xinni die. die xinni.

BYE!
p.s: I think I can't, I think I can't

it just hurt so much

its just a lousy day.
rahhhh.
i mean its not that lousy but to see somebody and somebody just makes me feel so lousy. seriously.

anyway.
polite hockey starts today.
first game against NP. won 8-0.
and i think i scored half of it. 4 goals! :) but i think lynn's reverse hit goal was damn cool! chio man! hurrr.

from the pitch to the stadium.....

BYE!
p.s: to hate, there has to be love.

I think I dreamed you into life
I have been waiting all my life

trg today.
was so sleepy.
hurr.

haiz.
what a day.
what a night.
damn!

i'm so angry but i dont know how to express it out.
damn!

BYE!
p.s: 才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好整个画面是你想你想的睡不着

self denial

yesterday match was dots to the max!
those guys are bloody huge lah. i cant even see the ball when i stnad behind my man. i'm so afraid that they will ram me down if i stay too close to them. darn hell.
and i have a ba loo kuu on my head alr! got hit by the damn ball! die means will get brain cancer! D: D:

hmmmmm.
i should be like preparing for school now!
damn hell!
i wanna sleep!

BYE!
p.s: repeated times of 'impossible' but its still not getting into my head

And sometimes I say things that
I wish that I could take back

shall blog before i leave house for stupid div one men's league game! RAHHHHHH! (DREADSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS to the max!)

floorball trg ytd was great i guess??
hurrrr. i love the running part. the end part the running. you get it? you get which part i'm talking about? hurrr. its okay. i know which part can already. hurrrr.

school today was as usual.
i'm addicted to bridge!
not overhead or whatsoever. its the poker bridge!!! :)
hahhaha.

anyway. i gotta go alr. if not i'll be late!

BYE!
p.s: i shove your hands (holding the cam) away; i regret :(

living in my wonderful world of memories

training yesterday was terrible! :/
warm up, 8 rounds in 12mins! D:
came in like 12mins plus plus seconds! D:
stretching stretching stretching, followed by
5 sets of 300meteres sprint in 60secs with like 50sec rest intervel! D: D: D:
managed to complete it. but last 2 sets was totally drained! D:
hurrrr.
drills was COOL! hahha. totally LOVE it! :D :D :D
yeah. thats about it.
dined and homed as usual!

this morning...
my muscles are aching like shit! totally shit! its been quite some time since i suffer such aches after trg. totally suck! rahhh.
i've got school from 9-5 today. but i'm sitting at home blogging now.
like WTH are you doing at home now xinni?! hurrr.

BYE!
(off to do my projectssss and reportssss)

p.s: quoted, "cherish what you got now before its gone"

You're the only one I turn to
When I feel like no one's there
And when I'm lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend

bitch test at 10am! i'm so not prepared! fuck man! RAHH!!!
its gonna be a tiring day! trg after school. dread. cause i got a hell lot stuff to complete this week. and i dont have time!

haiz. i shall go shower and flip some notes now! before i really get a big ZERO for my test. RAHH.


till then....

BYE!

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

i wish time could stop
so i could have you forever

saturday.
friendly. no fun! :/
morning bad.
afternoon great! :)
evening terrible! :/
passed midnight miserable! :(


i could bearly open my eyes now!
fuck man.


BYE!
(p.s: iwishthatconversationnevercomestoafullstop...)

to my ever lovely pigging partner!
recover fast!
waiting for you to go for our frog leg feast that we plan like thousands year ago!
be strong and dont worry. we'll always be here to support you!
alright?! :)

cheers!
yours sincerely,
pigging partner chua! :)

you're always lingering on my mind

yo! i'm back!
from the wonderful kl trip with the team! :D
yeah. tiring week i swear! hurrr

anyway. school is getting REAL busy!
projects and projects are dueing like soon

dots to the max!

hmmmm.
so many things to say so little time!

BYE!

I wanna make love in this club

yo! back for updates! :)

lately its been a lil busy for me! :/

monday was just back to the dreadful lesson after 2 weeks of holiday and 1 week of common test. haiz. seriously sian. cause theres so much work to do. project projects and projectss! like what the sai!

tuesday school was dot dotss..
training was great! wahahhaha. 8 rounds for warm up and no physical! yayness to the max. drill drills and more drillsss! FUN! muahahhaha. GREAT! :D
dine with matessss and home to my bed!

wednesday! forget about the school part cause dai di and brigde was great with classmates! hahahhah.
nyp hockey friendly suck! i swear! fuck that fucking coach! seriously! he suck to the core! felt damn fuck insulted! so what if i'm a national player?! like fuck you. i'm not god! i cant do everything all by myself?! and i dont even felt abit disgraceful about myself. and u the fucking nyp hockey coach not just insulted me but also my fellow team mates in the team and the coaches who train us! haiz. i should stop wasting my breath on that fucking cb dickless idiot!

anyhow. floorball game was so much better. :)

today. sensory test in the morning was great. i think our cheese cake this time round was the bestest of all! muahaha. NICE! :) met leng and fariza for lunch and headed home to pack my stuff for tmr's trip! oh did i mention i'm gng kl with the team?! yeah. anyway we're leaving tmr morining! yeah :)

gotta leave home for div one game alr!
will update when i'm back from the short trg trip! :)

cheers! :)

BYE!
p.s: stillinlwthatsass!

i'm crazy, i'm chua xinni
i have a super contagious lauugter. so beware! (haha)
i'm currently digging my grave at NYP (food science)
hockey is my passion
#09 is my number

Teh Tarik ice cream from island creamery! :D ALL TIME FAVOURITE!

Everything You Ever Wanted - Hawk Nelson

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