Saturday, April 26, 2008
will you bring me back to you someday
went for training today.
went dinning after that and this conversation took place!
location: KFC
action: eating fried chicken
xinni: eh fariza! bring me to geylang one day leh.
fariza: (laughing out loud) for what? siao ah!
xinni: hahahahah. no lah. wrong. i wanted to say bring me to paya lebar to eat chicken not geylang!
and the laughter continue...
so ppl do u get it?
alright. time to go.
BYE!
xoxo
9:44 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
how to forget when i still love you
whichever way its still the same.
seeing and not seeing both are making me equally sad.
please tell me what to do.
i dont know if i should smile,
i dont know how to be myself
and all along i'm just faking it to feel better.
infact it doesnt.
and i ask myself,
do you regret it?
i dont know.
:(
xoxo
9:34 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
my friend ask if we quarelled,
and i had to lie.
how sad.
i said i'll blog on tuesday but so sorry. i'm like super busy! hahaa.
yeah. so on tuesday was just a total shit day in school. :/ went for the friendly against the aussie team and i swear they are damn good and i could see that they were giving us chance if not the score would have been more than 7-0! haha. oh and also our dear useless was totally useful on pitch. she saved many of the shots that could have been a goal! well done lah! :D i give you 5 credits! enough?! hahhahahha.
wednesday. went for FHA exhibition! walk from expo hall 1-6 with 1hour plus. super tired. my legs almost break into pieces. hurr. after that was floorball trg in school. super tired lah. haiz. sian! :/
today. spent a super tiring day in school. i stoned in almost every lesson! like on the verge of falling asleep but i managed to keep myself awake. hurr.
yet another boring day tomorrow! kill me please! D:
omg! guess what?! there's something wrong with my ipod. like WTF! its like going crazy already!!! bloody hell. RAHHHH!
i said i'll blog on tuesday but so sorry. i'm like super busy! hahaa.
yeah. so on tuesday was just a total shit day in school. :/ went for the friendly against the aussie team and i swear they are damn good and i could see that they were giving us chance if not the score would have been more than 7-0! haha. oh and also our dear useless was totally useful on pitch. she saved many of the shots that could have been a goal! well done lah! :D i give you 5 credits! enough?! hahhahahha.
wednesday. went for FHA exhibition! walk from expo hall 1-6 with 1hour plus. super tired. my legs almost break into pieces. hurr. after that was floorball trg in school. super tired lah. haiz. sian! :/
today. spent a super tiring day in school. i stoned in almost every lesson! like on the verge of falling asleep but i managed to keep myself awake. hurr.
yet another boring day tomorrow! kill me please! D:
omg! guess what?! there's something wrong with my ipod. like WTF! its like going crazy already!!! bloody hell. RAHHHH!
how i wish i could replace it with the one below?! :/
sadded! :(
BYE!
xoxo
5:45 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
ooh darling you'll always be my baby
saturday. game against src, won 1-0!
i think i'm a happy or rather satisfied person now.
i achieved what i wanted. and of course without the effort of the team, i wont be able to achieved my target. yeah. so thanks alot team! :D
sunday. game against csc, won 3-0!
err. not a bad game, despite the super duper hot sun! yeah
and to limin. you are so suay! haiz. get well soon!
monday.
went school for 2hours only! like wth!
haiz. went home sleep like a dead pig.
i think i'm dying soon! D:
cause nowadays my stomach keeps having aches.
die day striking on me soon! ahhhhhhhhh!!!
BYE!
xoxo
8:12 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
you bid goodbye when i'm not ready...
friday.
1st week of school ended just like this. and i could feel the stress in the air!
totally crap! project project and more project! it seems like every module i'm taking there's deem to be a project. like RAHHH!!!
project means more research = i HATE!!!
haiz. i guess i wont have much time to spare for hockey and floorball. i guess this time i have to place school work first. cause its really impt. so u know!
tomorrow = big game!
please i wanna win it again. i really wanted this very badly. i hope we will and we can! go girls. forget about last week and focus on tmr, as long as there's faith, i'm sure we can as a team perform to our very best! believe in yourself and in others! we can do it!
jansenites yay yay!!! :)
i'm tired. seriously tired!!
haiz.
1956 Chevrolet Bel Air
is it possible for us to talk again?
BYE!
xoxo
11:58 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
can you see my heart crying?
school started today. BOO! D:
and i realised i have lost a few lunch partners. ):
print notes print notes print notes is all i'm gonna do from now onwards! :/
and i just threw away 50 bucks tmr just to attend stupid lecture!
and i'm throwing away another 50 bucks on wed to attend lecture again!
like fuck! am i dumb or what! ARGH!!! angry!
sadded by that moment.
i din know what to do
cause i'm afraid of the respond i'll get
and so i walk away too
just like a stranger...
BYE!
xoxo
10:42 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
your history is mine
i dont now if i'm angry or what
cause this time i'm not going to care
can't wait for tmr
it going to be tough but i hope we can do it!
go girls!
jansenites yay yay!
BYE!
xoxo
4:10 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Sittin here staring at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
I'm tryin to write you this song
But i can hardly see the page at all
Cause it's breaking my heart
When i look in your eyes
And i don't see me anymore
When you're all i'm living for
my muscles are aching that i can't walk properly. my butt aching, my thighs aching. i have difficulties sitting and standing up man. i feel like an old woman! RAHH!
thank gawd. i'm not attending trg today. if not i'll seriously ache like many eggs!
1957 jaguar
i'm glad my nannny's back! :)
please pray for her to recover soon!
BYE!
xoxo
1:59 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
and i can't let go
school's starting next week and i just got my time table.
check out my modules!
1. Labelling and Regulatory Affairs (like huh? D: boring!)
2. Food Business (err...)
3. Advanced Food and Industrial Microbiology (i like microbiology :D)
4. Advanced Food Chemistry (gosh! chemical structure and formula again! :/)
5. Product Design and Development (crap shit. so many things to memorize! :/)
6. Advanced Food Processing (OMG! more math calculation! total CRAP!!! D:)
7. Forensic Food Science (YAYNESS TO THE MAX!! :D i hope its not that tough though)
monday 9am-5pm! (sucks! cause i'm facing the black-face lecturer all the way D:)
tuesday 10am-6pm! (goodness! what a long day! :/)
wednesday 1pm-3pm! (HOORAY! :D lecture somemore and its tempting me to skip man!)
thursday 9am-6pm! (another hell long day! GRRRR!!! :/)
friday 10am-1pm! (cool shit! cause its friday! :D)
i'm glad there ain't any 8am lesson and i'm thankful that its only 2days that lesson starts at 9am. if not i think i'll be late like as usual. so for this new semester, i'm setting a target for myself: can only be late err once a week? or maybe twice a week?! hahhaha. we'll see how it goes! :)
ever dreading training later. rahhh. i wanna sleep at home! :/
another black beauty! (so pretty!)
i hope my nanny will be fine.
BYE!
xoxo
2:52 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008
is it you?
saturday was floorball match and hockey match.
won crescent 3-1 and now we are currently top of the table again! yeah! :D
keep up the good work girls! 2nd round is going to be tough!
hahha.
sunday was floorball prize presentation at jurong. tiring day.
i'm stll wondering why you are like that?
sad plus disappointed.
today was mini street soccer competition in school! hahah
got 2nd place. it was fun though! :)
and i1m having my nasi lemak infront of the comp now!
BYE!
xoxo
9:45 PM
Friday, April 4, 2008
when you call my heart stops beating
when you're gone it can't stop bleeding
friday! and tmr is saturday. this week seems to pass so fast man. like i was still brooding over last sunday's game. hahaha. well. i wanna win tmr's premier game and i hope i'll be more energize and more psyched up for game. last week i was totally drained out after floorball. like wth! RAHH!!!
went lunch with ivy and limin at 233 and head down to northland after that for jansenites trg. there was like 123456 players turned up excluding faisal and hidayah. woah! like so many ah. well. just hit around. practising penalty corners and yeah thats all i guess. oh saw two tennis rackets and started playing it with ivy. hahha. we had our very own customized tennis court. hahaha its from the base line to about the half way line of the hockey pitch. we sure can whack hard and far! hurrr. damn funny! yeah. went mac for a drink and headed home!
1957 ford thunderbird!
can't wait for tmr.
BYE!!!
xoxo
10:04 PM
Thursday, April 3, 2008
stay a while
and maybe you'll see
a different side of me
if there's a sleeping or lying on bed competition, i think i might be the ultimate winner. hahha. like seriously! i slept for like full 12 hours today! woke up, have my branch and i went lying on my bed agian! like wth.
anyway. skipped training today. cause the bloody lump is eriously painful and it is restricting my neck movement. i mean its painful! like RAHH! i hope it gets well by saturday. i wanna play my game on sat man!
so this p2 kid came back home today from school and had this tiny staple stuck in between her teeth.
and i said : how did that staple got stuck in your teeth?
she replied: because i ate it!
i was like WTH! speechless...
haiz.
BYE!
xoxo
9:13 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
oh my! like ARGH!!!!!!!!!
its freaking pain i swear!!!
there's this bloody lump, swell, shit thingy growing on the back of my neck!
and my nanny says she needs to squeeze it out as theres some shit inside!
PAIN! PAIN! PAIN!
wth!
can someone please save me? :'(
xoxo
4:18 PM
