straight to the point




two words,




FUCK YOU!




for me to be like this
you know what it means.




dont ask me what happen.

its penny and me tonight

friday night was great!
went out with my mates after training.
caught "my best friend's girl"!
a nice show! :)

i'm gonna make sure i feast well tonight!
hah!

please look at this:

*all events are after 5.30pm (after my bloody work!)
monday- floorball training???
tuesday- hockey friendly
wednesday- hari raya! yay! no work! :)
thursday- hockey training
friday- hockey training
saturday- hockey friendly
sunday- hockey training D: and gathering with the new coach :)

what a busy week!
rahhhhhhhhh.
so u see. i dont have time to go cut my hair!!!
and i dont have time to go shopping!


i cant wait for tournament to come!


and i swear i hate M&MS.
like reported, they are tainted and can cause death.
and i think we'll die having it in us!!!
(so you get what i mean?)


i'm listening to my darling jay chou new song now!
its chao nice to the core i swear!!!!
guess his new album is coming out soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY! :D :D :D


so yeah.



BYE! :)

do you know
do you know
do you know what it feels like...

so its a no attachment day for me today.
went back to school for some boring conference thingy.
like wth lah. so sian lah. can sleep man. stupid!
so in the end, i end up playing poker with my beloved classmates at mac!
hahahhhahha.

yeah. and so i'm here typing all this!

blah blah blah....


training later.
sian.
hope i survive the fitness later.
hahahahah.



and lastly.
i'm not going to give a fucking damn shit bout anything anymore.




BYE!

when everything falls apart



and again. i regret.



all i could do was to cry it out loud.



either way its wrong.



do i still have another solution?



perhaps i should just be selfish and think for myself.



but again is it worth it?

If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me

thurday was work and training
friday was work and training again.

did beep test on friday training.
only managed to reach level 10.6.
tired mans! :/

hmmm.
and so today was off to delta again for penalty corner training in the morning!
oh my. had to sacrifice my wonderful sleep!
and perharps out later for some dinner. yeah.


i dont care if 'Coke light' is gng to make me fat
i'll still drink it!

yeah.


BYE!

Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush

woohoo!
its wednesday alr! and tmr will be thurday and then it would be friday and it'll be weekend again!!!! :D
time really files! hahahha.
i love it! :)

hurrr. and so yesterday during work was all about washing towel and gathering panalist to do sniff test, in another words to smell towels! haha. actually it is to evaluate the fragrance on the towel to test the profile and impact, whether the fragrance is strong or weak and whether we like it or not. yeah.
and today's work was 2 round of washing and parafilming perfume bottles! yeah.
TIRED MAN!!!
hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

oh oh oh!
did i mention fitness started alr?!
tian ah. tuesday trg was a shock when we saw cones on 4 corners of the pitch!
we did 25 mins of running (not jogging) and on about every 2.5mins interval we must accelerate to about 80% of our speed for about 30secs. wah. damn tired. i mean from my knees all the way down to my ankle is like argh! so tight! so heavy! hurrrrrr.

hmmm. think i got to go alr.
gng to sleep early tonight!
trg tmr again!
SCARED!!!!!


hahhahhaha.



BYE!

How can I move on
when I'm still in love with you...

sunday
hockey game against ORA men was great i guess!
we managed to put in 3 goals thru the man's goal!
so happy!
well done girls! :D

and so today the first day of 2nd week of attachment!
hmmm. damn slack i swear!
spent my whole morning reading newspaper then lunch and after lunch was a short washing test and after that did some sensory test and home!

and here i am!
hurrrrrr.



just a little thought:
"if doing something that makes you unhappy, is it worth doing it?"
tag on my tagboard if you wanna share your opinion about it!
thanks!



BYE!

You make it easier when life gets hard

oh dear its sunday alr! :/
weekends just have to pass so fast. like ZOOOOOOM!!
sadded. :(
gotta get my ass back to work tmr.
i mean waking up early! :/

hmmm.
so ytd game was great i guess.
i mean we manged to hold them in terms of scoreline.
got whacked by them previously by 11 or 12 nil and ytd was just 5.
and we even scored a goal! bonus man!
not to forget they are men we are women! :)

went for dinner.
and i'm happy cause i got donuts fron the donut factory! :D wee!
they got new flavours! cool! hahah.
and i went carrefour to buy the ex-sir-pen-sive ketie chips!
its damn nice and its trans fat free!! wahahah.
and my favourite of all times maltesers! shiok! :D
satisfy my cravings and NEEDS! HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!


and so another game today at 7.30pm!



BYE!

I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will

1 week of attchment gone!
11 more weeks to go! D:
hahha.

and i smells good everyday cause i'm in the fragrance house! :)
work is just slack and eat, slack and eat!
dotsssssssss!

i found myself a new best friend!
she's call sleep! and i love her alot! :)



"mai stress lah", "dont stress lah", "dont think about it"
but i just have to be reminded of it.



i got a game at 430pm later!
please pray for the weather to be nice!
i dont want scorching sun
i want cooling breeze!



BYE!

run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

hello!


3rd day of attachment!
don't know if i should should say slack or nothing to do yet!
it can be quite boring if there's nothing to do. yeah.
and lastly,
i love lab! i love lab! i love lab! :D


so lets talk a little about hockey trg.
hmmmmm. trg under the new spanish coach was like fooyoooyooo!
super tiring i swear! though there's like no fitness at all!
cant imagine if fitness comes in.
think i'll just die!
hurrrr.


and i think i need sleep more than anything else now.


BYE!

If I could be your angel

omg.
i'm freak tired!
a whole long week of freak trg! RAHHH!


i hope life would be better during attachment.



either way its wrong.



i think i'm a sicko
i just like it when i'm seeing you so down down down..
it makes me high high high!!!
oh sick me!



goodbye!

Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe
In myself, it's the only way

hmmm. a whole new set of feelings after returning home.
and i wonder why again. why why why!

i guess it all sums up in the name of love for the sport? :/
i truely think so.
haiz.

though it was hell but most importantly i learn something today!!
satisfied.

hockey trg tmr.
having aches that have not recover and to train again,
i wonder how i will train tmr.

and so i'm done.

goodbye.

I hung up
The phone last night
Something happened

(edit/)

day was great yesterday before some stuff happened.
caught a gruesome cruel gross movie. saddistic man.
yeah. thanks friend! :)

and so was back home pondering over and over again.
friends said "if i were u, i wont play alr" and i thought so too.
perharps its meaningless now.

since my contribution aint appreciated.

goodbye...

i'm crazy, i'm chua xinni
i have a super contagious lauugter. so beware! (haha)
i'm currently digging my grave at NYP (food science)
hockey is my passion
#09 is my number

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